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  • Mood: Remorse
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Hey, Tsarevich,
You are my lone friend,
But you're already gone,
What should I do for you?

For so long I remember you,
But everything is God's fate,
The more I think,
The more your vision haunts me.

The longer the time goes,
The more I am suffering,
You should be the Tsar,
For the wealth of Russia.

You are the last Tsarevich,
And you had been a good child,
But they took away your life,
Only to satisfy their revenge.

They know you're the heir,
No reason for them to kill,
1918 we won't forget,
Together we suffer for peace.


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Tsarevich, why do you leave me?
Is it because you are a Romanov?
Why, why should this happen to you?
Is it because you are the heir apparent?

Tsarevich, I can feel your suffering,
You also want to grow up normally,
But, why this must happen to you?
Is it because your name is Alexei?

You're still a young child,
But why, why do you leave me?
You should defend the throne,
But everything has determined.

If it does not because the Bolsheviks,
I am sure you will grow as a Tsar,
And reign the Russian Empire,
And Cold War will never happen.

But this is your destiny,
God has made it for you,
You must avenge your death,
To rest in peace.
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One moment, I wake up from my sleep. However, what I see is only darkness. I try to get up but I'm tied on a chair. I become curious as I just see a little of the light and I want to know what the hell is happening. When, where, what, who, how, anything...I'm such losing my own mind. What just happening!? God, help me to end this.

Suddenly, the light gets brighter...and I see a child dressed in sailor uniform. Wait, I think I know who he is. I just remember someone...the last Tsarevich that should growing up and reign the Russian Empire, but he just met his death.

Me: Is that you, Alexei? Well, you should be older than me if we meet together...but sadly, you still look as a young boy.

Tsarevich Alexei: Don't just call me Alexei! Call me Tsarevich and respect me as the last Romanov!

Me: Why do you get angry with me?

Tsarevich Alexei: It's because your own foolishness. If you live in my age, you might lose your life if you dare to resist the Bolsheviks or supporting us, the Romanovs. Because that bloody Lenin, the Empire that survived for centuries ended with tragedy...even me. 

Me: Why I should be accused? What the hell is happening?

Tsarevich Alexei: As the youngest and the last, I should defend the throne...but God had determined my fate. If I survived, Cold War will never happened. I've been married and could see my son reign the Empire after me. The Romanov generation should continue until today...not Lenin, not Stalin, not even Khrushchev.

Me: So, who created this hell?

Tsarevich Alexei: It's me who did this. I just picked up your spirit and tied you to the chair...and when you get up, your true body is here.

Me: Why did you do this to me, Tsarevich? Tell me, I don't understand. 

Tsarevich Alexei: I know that once, you supported Communist and Soviet Union. You also said that this era should return to Cold War situation...even Soviet Union no longer exists. You should know that Soviet Union is just the successor for Russian Empire...created illegally through tragedy and ended by the same fate. Lenin and Stalin should rest in hell. They had deserved their own actions.

Me: How did you know about me even you died many years ago?

Tsarevich Alexei: Through my spirit. He is alive even my body is dead. In this nature, we'll exist in the true form of ourselves. That's why I heard you saying that you're suffering.

Me: How can I help you rest in peace?

Tsarevich Alexei: It's too late already. It's my pride that Russian Orthodox priests canonized my family and myself as holy martyrs, and we've been venerated. In a few moments from now, you'll temporarily forgetting your Communist nature. You should remember the tragedy that happened to us. I should have a few weeks for my birthday, but that is what I got for it. 

Me: Do you mean, the Romanov massacre?

Tsarevich Alexei: Absolutely. Just you will feel if you were me? What will you do? Just praying to God without doing anything that can help you?

As Tsarevich Alexei asks me, the vision of the murder scene comes into reality. I was forced to sit in front together with Tsarevich and his family. A man named Yurovsky reads his memoir for their execution. Tsar Nicholas II questions harshly and the Bolsheviks release the by one. Later, the child and me try to escape but they knock us. Tsarevich fails as he tries to run away. Yurovsky stabs him with bayonet, causing him to spit blood.

Tsarevich Alexei: me. I'm in great pain. I cannot stand for this anymore.

However, Yurovsky ignores the child thus forcing one of his minions to kill him. When one of them shoots me in point-blank range, I just realized that I was dreaming. Damn, it seems that I just had a nightmare. Luckily, those things don't occur in my life physically. I try to find the boy, but actually he is already dead for almost a century.

If I had a horrible and suffering life like Tsarevich Alexei, I think I won't live longer... Sadly, this is the unfortunate ending for a ten-year old child like him. I am sure he also wanted to live a normal life like others. Nothing will happen except if it is determined by God. Death comes anytime it has to be.

Who Am I 2 by 2-m0
Who Am I 2
My depiction of Soekarno, the founder and the First President of Republik Indonesia.


Achmed Soegiarto
Artist | Student | Digital Art
Birthdate: 2nd of October, 1992
Age : 22

Interest / Hobby : Drawing and reading
Rank : Jonin (Major)
Tagline : You don't try, you don't know!

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MunkenDronkey Featured By Owner May 25, 2013  Professional Traditional Artist
Thanks for the Fave!
2-m0 Featured By Owner Jan 10, 2013  Student Digital Artist
As I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I take a look at my life and realize there's nothin left.
2-m0 Featured By Owner Dec 8, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Matilah kau, di dalam hatiku! :p
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